| From the heart of Susanne
What does it mean to go on a mission trip? What is the true
work of a missionary? These are the questions that ran
through my mind as I began praying about a mission trip. I
didn’t know where to go or what to do, I just knew that God
was preparing me to go! After one year of prayer, God
answered. Ukraine. After 10 minutes on the TLOT website, I
knew this is where God was sending me. My heart was filled
with His compassion for the Children of Ukraine. I had to
go and it had to be soon. My heart was torn in two…half
here and half there in Ukraine waiting for me. I couldn’t
wait to get there!
I had no idea what to expect. This was my first mission
trip of any kind. I started to dream of what God would do
for the children. Of all the miracles that He could perform
and of the great needs that could be met. And at the same
time, I was nervous about so many things. That I didn’t
know enough Russian, that the conditions might be more than
I could bare, that the weather would be too cold or that I
might get sick. I thought about all of the things that
could go wrong in traveling to another part of the world.
By the time I got there, I was too excited to be
nervous. I couldn’t wait to see what God would do first.
But as my time passed, there weren’t any big revelations or
miraculous healings that were visible to the eye. There
were no revival services or even skits or songs. There was
just time with the kids in a small cold room. Filled with
lots of ping-pong, chess, laughter and hugs. But somehow I
wasn’t disappointed, it was still more than enough.
Even though I didn’t speak much Russian and the kids
didn’t speak English, we had the most beautiful few weeks
together. You don’t need fancy speech to share a hug, a
laugh or a smile. It is more than enough to hear the
stampede down the stairwell with 20 children running and
throwing themselves at you in mass bear hug hysteria! What
a blessing to see the sheer joy on their faces just because
you came to see them that day. Not because of what you
bring them, what you say or even what you do, but simply
because you are there. If only we could all experience such
joy!
These are children that the world has forgotten. They
don’t get visitors, birthday cards or Christmas presents.
All they have in this world is each other. And when you
enter into their lives, it means so much more than you can
imagine. It is God’s love in the most pure form… The love
of a child. Hugs speak more loudly than the most eloquent
sermon ever could. It reaches past the boundaries of
language, age and culture. It reaches from God’s heart
straight into theirs.
To see through God’s eyes for even just a moment changes
everything. No matter how much I do, the normal Christian
life is no longer enough. I want to do more. I need to do
more. All I could think about was getting back over there
to be with these kids. They need someone in their lives
that will love them as Christ loves us all. And I know that
as long as I am able, I want to be one of those people!
God has built a firm foundation upon which He is building
His work in Ukraine. I saw with my own eyes what God is
preparing in the hearts of His people. He is knitting
together a powerfully anointed team that is dedicating all
they have to see His Will be done in Ukraine. By His
sovereign Grace alone, God opened doors to minister to the
largest orphanage in all of Crimea. 420 children will hear
the Gospel this spring and summer because of the obedience
of God’s people. Praise the Lord!
I left home hoping to see things changed in Ukraine. But
when I returned home, I realized that I was the one that had
been changed. Changed forever because of my time with these
children and with my teammates. God’s hand was upon every
moment of this trip. From the moment my visa application
was mailed off, to the moment I stepped off of the plane
back home, God was in control. He proved Himself as
Almighty God, Blessed Redeemer, Healer and Friend. Even
healing a team member of a painful cyst that had plagued her
for years.
And this is just the beginning. This is what God did in
just one orphanage! There is still such a great need for
the children in the orphanages all over Ukraine. God is not
done! The Summer 2004 Outreaches will be yet another
opportunity to reach even more children. I am counting the
minutes until I am able to go back. And again I start to
dream… What will God do? Hundreds, even thousands could be
saved, healed and set free! Is God preparing your heart for
these children? Ask and see where He will send you.
“Blessed is he that comes in the name of the Lord!”
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